An apology, sad news and a sale

I’m sorry for going missing for so long, but last month I suffered a miscarriage when I was 9 weeks pregnant.

The doctors worried that it was an ectopic pregnancy, but in the end it didn’t matter as I lost the baby anyway.

As you can imagine this upset me a great deal and has taken me a very long time to get over it and I guess in a way I’m still not over it.

Crafting and blogging has really been at the bottom of my list and it is only the past week that I have begun to spin and knit again. My crafting mojo still isn’t back fully but I am trying to either knit or spin every day even if it is only for half an hour.

I still have days when I find it extremely difficult to get out of bed in the morning and try and get on with life and many nights I cry myself to sleep.

It was my birthday at the weekend and I didn’t really celebrate it, although I am enjoying my Kindle Touch that my hubby bought me for my birthday. Tomorrow is my 15th Wedding Anniversary and again we’re not really celebrating it. Hubby is working so there’s no fancy meal like we usually do and hubby was working on my birthday so there was no trip to the cinema with pizza afterwards. We are intending to go out on Saturday to either the cinema and pizza or a fancy meal, but to be truthful I don’t really fancy either as all I can think about is that I would be in my second trimester now and my bump would be getting bigger.

The Olympics are starting next week, so to celebrate it I am offering a 10% discount at my Etsy Shop by using coupon code “olympics” at checkout.

I’ve updated my Amazon list which you can check out via the link on the left and there is also a link to my Etsy shop via the link on the left.

That’s it for now, I’m off to try and find hubby’s Anniversary card as for the life of me I can’t remember where I have hidden it!!!

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3 thoughts on “An apology, sad news and a sale

  1. I am so sorry for your loss hon, I know there’s nothing I can say to make you heal faster, except that I will be praying for you. The Lord is the great Healer, it will come. Until then, you are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  2. Oh, how sad….I am sorry for your loss, and will pray for you to heal. This is not something you ever forget, as I can tell you, four kids and nine grandmiracles 33 years later, I still cry when the date my first miscarriage should have been born…I think of her often and wonder where she would be in life, today, what she would look like, what her voice would sound like, but my comfort is that she is an angel helping others, so I am hoping she listens to her mom and finds your heart to heal. It does get easier as time passes, but it NEVER goes away and that is because we are human. Women are strong but they still feel pain. I feel your pain and hope you continue to add a little something more each day to your life…don’t worry or feel guilty about moving on, you will never forget, I promise. Live your life and love your husband. Maybe there will be another chance one day…in the meantime do not forget what you DO have and Cherish it, daily!!! My thoughts and prayers headed your way! ♥

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  3. Found you through the Comment Train group.

    Your loss is real but so is the blessing of having the little one for a short time. Who knows why? Praying for peace.

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